Hello!
Something we have been talking a lot about is that God is our loving heavenly Father and because of that: First, we know we have a divine potential and divine ability to grow. Second, ALL things will work for our benefit when we are in the service of God. Third; the people we teach are children of God and deserve to be treated that way.
In John Chapter 21 it talks about this a lot. In verse 9 and 10 it talks about the Savior (who already has fish) is asking the apostles to bring over their catch. The Savior, of course, doesn't need the fish. In fact, as a resurrected being, he doesn't even need food. However, the fish were important to the apostles, so it became important to him. It was an offering of sorts to the Savior. A meager, not very helpful offering, but to be honest that's what our offerings often are.
The Savior wasn't satisfied with just fish. He wanted much more from his disciples and for his disciples. He then asked Peter. Do you love me more than this offering of fish? In that question He was asking a few things that can be related to our day. He was asking Peter: Do you love me? Do you love me more than the world? Does your love extend to more than just this offering?
Oftentimes it can be difficult following the Savior. Worldly distractions, painful opposition, and outside pressures can make it easy to just let go of the iron rod. When the Savior died, the apostles assumed it was the end of their mission. They in a sense, had finished their 3-year proselytizing service. So, what did they do? They went back to there former lives. But Christ didn't build them up for 3 years only to watch them fall back in old ways. I think it is the same for missions today. What will happen when it's all over?
Will we go back to our former lives, or will we continue to be life long, if not eternal, missionaries? Will we fall back into bad habits or enjoy the blessings of the gospel? Jesus commissions Peter to do just that. He commands him to "Feed my lambs". He tells him to be a missionary again.
It's interesting the first time Jesus says feed my lambs and the second time, he says feed my sheep. Jesus himself was called the "lamb of God". Lambs have a lot of symbolism. They represent purity, innocence, and holiness. Lambs also need to be protected and guided. They are the ones most in need.
Currently about 50% of missionaries are going inactive within the first six months of returning home from their missions. The purpose of missions isn't to be the best two years of your life, they are meant to be the two best years for your life. It's meant to be a training period and foundation for the rest of your life. Elder Bednar spoke about how sad he gets when people just quote stories from their missions. He goes on to say that after your mission should be just as spiritual, even more so in fact, than during your mission.
Sorry for rambling. Just a few thoughts on my mind.
About the area. It was exciting to hear that someone I was teaching in my last area was put on date for baptism. We also started teaching three different people.
We had an interesting experience. We saw someone on the street we had been trying to meet and tried to contact him, but he didn't seem to hear us. So, we chased after him - hoping we could catch up to him, when suddenly a hidden hole in the ground caused the man to trip and sprain his ankle. Because of that, we were able to catch up. We ended up talking to him, invited him to church and set up a time to start teaching him.
We were also able to start teaching a Polynesian family. The parents hadn't been active since they were six years old and wanted to teach their children but honestly didn't know how. They want to start going back to church and we want to help them embrace the gospel as a family.
We have been going on so many exchanges these past few weeks. It's been great seeing how other missionaries work, and to see their talents and skills.
Our area has been great. Lots of work to do!
Elder Cluff






